I'm tired of being first,

I'm tired of being the one who's initiated. I don't expect you be as initiative as me but can you at least TRY to be initiated. It's tiring. Really.

And I can't even begin to explain why I'm tired.
You should try then maybe you'll understand.

I'm not just someone who will stay still and do nothing.
If you really treasure our relationship, do something.
Don't let it rot.
I am giving you the chance - seize it.