under-achiever,

I've always felt like I'm the under-achiever,
that I'm the one who isn't smart at all,
that I'm the one who won't get a bright future,
that I'm the one who's looked down upon.

I'm always the one with the lowest grades,
I'm always the one with the lowest achievements,
I'm even the one with the worst appearance.

Now tell me,
am I under-achieving,
or am I just caring too much?

Is it wrong to care too much?