just don't take my sunshine away,

so because I think I need a place to record down my feelings without actually physically writing them down (I'm too lazy to pick up a pen nowadays)...

Hi Blog!!!

Things have been a mess so far in my life.
I have all these contradictory feelings flying in from all different directions - it's as if I'm this magnet for madness.

I've been trying to sort some out but I realise most of them are just going to be with me well, until, I find some way to stop putting stress onto myself.

Sometimes I feel like I'm this small person, this tiny little ant and everyone's just walking around me and I'm trying to avoid everyone because no one sees me but other times I feel like I'm this giant threatening to destroy everything and everyone I love (re: Hulk) if I took the wrong pill.

Then there are time where I just want to sink in a corner, hidden from all my responsibilities and my duties and just life in general because I want to run away but my brain won't let me because it's just not a very aries thing to do.

Hopefully, I can get some order in my life by wasting it away - dramas, tumblr, more dramas, and even more dramas.