THIS IS SO IRRITATING.
WHEN I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT IN MY LIFE.
GOD DAM IT.

People don't know how sensitive I am.
They just don't realize.
And here I am, getting hurt over and over again.
By the same person, except they don't know.
What do I do?

No one knows everything.
But I know enough to say something.
I tried understanding but since you're not letting me, I have no choice but to judge you.

I can't help but hear my heart cry in pain.
Telling me to stop it.
To stop torturing it.
To stop disappointing it.

And it's true, I should stop letting my emotions rule me.

How many times I sweared in front of an adult this week.